prologue - fate

I walked alone, my choices, mine to bear. My shadows stalks as I walk, alone. Then I thought 'I'm not afraid to walk this world alone'.

I slowed my step as I passed by the hallway stopping completely as I watched something there. the dewy moonlight leaked through the sparse clouds and spilled across his figure, highlighting him against the inky blackness beyond. I sighed as I look around, the halls were empty and the air was pure and fresh.

I took another breath as I stepped towards the door. pausing again few away from the door. I watched him again as he stoke his own hair, gripped his chest and breath slowly I feel like I could feel his pain just from a few miles away.

I couldn't bear to saw this anymore, if he really in pain at least I want to be by his side. at least I want to give something to him because it won't turned out like this I didn't do what I should never done, but now it's too late to regret it.

I walked through the path, I took all the scene around me from the sky above my head that  already became so dark with twinkle little star in every corner until the shoes that have been my friend from all this past 3 years. I should enjoy this time, because I don't have much time left unlike the me that I used to be, unlike the me that have a lot of time remaining, me that I am now is as hopeless as a dust.

  this should not have happened, none of this should have. I could avoided it, but the desire that I used to have made me do all this blissful sin, and I shouldn't have follow my sinister ambitions.